I'm sorry for how bad it is, folks, I think my poetry gland has the 'flu or something.  Not unusually.





Valediction



I love to be the moment man:

the one who's there when all the lights go out,

and asking questions to your living night

you find no answers, only windows

open to the dark and winding streets.

You stare them down until your eyes are old,

until the spark that saw the end

of every single road your life could take

is gone, is faded into inside rooms

and cluttered desks at which you wake.

The premonition fever-chills are still:

your temperature is stable

and your second sight is gray.



Around the bed your armoured knights stand guard

in rusting steel, their crests all fallen at your feet

and tarnished with disuse and need.

How long since Lancelot arose and spoke your name?

Beneath their shattered visors lie the ghosts

you used to know, and silently they call

for laughter or a friendly hand

that stretches out with resurrection in its palm.

But only you can make that choice:

so long ago you put yourself to bed,

and pulled the covers up around your head

to try and catch a passing dream,

to weave a caring face, a pair of arms

that holds you gently when there's no-one really there.

And when that dream is gone?  Without your knights,

without your friends you take your sword in hand

and go alone against the ogres and the trolls,

the giants of the night that drive you to your knees

besides your bed with massive blows

to pray, and weep, and never find release.



I love to be the moment man,

the one who's there when all your lights go out,

who tells you in the night one simple truth:

to strive, to seek, to find, and not to yield.