Stop and Stare ~ Chapter Three, Part Two
Zoey
I'd never been to school without Aimee before. Even in primary school, I used to refuse to go anywhere unless my hand was attached to hers. I tightened my grip on the bag in my hand and shut my eyes. Maybe if I imagined hard enough, I could make the leather bag feel like Aimee's smooth hands. I kept on trying and trying, but it was worthless.
Realising what I'd just done, I gritted my teeth together. Control, Zoey. Control. If Aimee knew about me imagining that she was a bag, she would have had a good laugh at me. I wouldn't have blamed her. I had other things to concentrate on now. I was going into year eleven next year, and I'd be taking my GCSE exams. Besides, running over everything in my head wasn't going to help solve her murder, so what was the point? There was no point doing or thinking about anything unless it got me anywhere.
In the hand that wasn't holding my bag was my mobile phone, and it felt as though it was burning my ear. My dad was on the other end, talking about anything as long as he knew I was still listening to him, and I made sure that I heard every word. I was on my way to school to renew my scholarship, but without the constant blabbering about boyfriends in my ears, it felt like a different kind of journey entirely.
"You should have just come to the school with me early this morning, Zoey." My dad sighed.
"I know... I just... I had to do this on my own, you know?"
Lately, I'd been all over the place, and it was about time to get myself together. I had to remain in control. Leaving my mind to ponder in all kinds of directions was dangerous, and I'd known that since I was a young girl. Engraving that thought into my mind, I started thinking about arriving at the school.
"Okay, well how close to the school are you?" he asked.
"I'll be there in five minutes," I said, pausing at the edge of a pavement. "Hang on, Dad, I need to cross the road."
I dropped my hand to my side along with my phone and glanced left, then right, then left again. Being certain that there weren't any cars, I stepped onto the road. Moments later, I was on the opposite pavement. I lifted my phone back to my ear.
"I've crossed." I smiled as I spotted the top of my school in the distance. "I can see the school now."
My mind relaxed as the knowledge of almost arriving to safety entered my mind. I was only just able to come here today because my parents had been adamant for me not to walk to school on my own, not after... what happened. We ended up settling on having my dad stay on the phone with me until I was definitely safe.
Just as I was about to turn the last street corner, I interrupted my dad as he was about to speak.
"Okay, Dad, I'm here now."
"Are you sure?"
"Uh... yeah, but Dad?"
"Yes, darling?"
"Can you stay on the phone? Until I'm outside your office...?" The last sentence was spoken quietly.
I almost immediately scolded myself. I did this on my own for a reason, and I knew I could cope with it. I had to be mature and controlled. I didn't need my dad on the other end of the phone for me. There was a silence. I could hear my own heavy breathing, followed by a quiet sigh from my father. He clicked his tongue before speaking again.
"I'm already running late, Zoey. I really can't, sorry. You'll be fine, I promise. I'll see you in the theatre then, okay?"
I sighed and bit down on my lit for a moment. Two goodbyes later, I had put my phone back into my pocket.
I turned the corner to see the school across the road even bigger than I remembered. It's white modern design drew people in, giving them no option but to stare at the huge building as they passed. It was covered in windows, and each one glistened in the afternoon sun. Aimee always used to comment on how it was probably built so nicely on the outside to lure people in. Then, when their kids had a spot there, those kids were eternally trapped in the depths of educational hell. I smiled weakly. Gradually, I felt a lump forming in the back of my throat.
Trying to stop my thoughts from wondering to places I didn't want them to go, I kept my eyes on the school. I lowered them until they reached the brick wall that surrounded the building. I suddenly paused on the pavement. What in God's name...? Was there...? There was something behind the top of the wall. My eyes widened as I realised that it was someone's head. Oh my God, were they breaking into the school?
"Hey! Stop!" I yelled.
The next thing I knew, their hands had disappeared from the top of the wall. There was a sudden cry, a thud, then nothing. Everything was silent once more. The lump that was in my throat almost fell out of my mouth as I heard my heartbeat speeding up. As quickly as possible, I glanced left, then right, then left again. This time, I jogged across the road.
Once I was safely outside the school's gate, I reached for my bag and brought out the envelope that came with the letter the school had sent me. Struggling due to panic, I read the code that was scrawled across the envelopes flap. 260296. After memorising the number, I put the envelope back into my bag, then reached for the bolt on the gate. Clicking it open, I flicked the lid of the black bolt up and dialled the code on the number pad.
The screen read ERROR. Cursing inwardly, I dialled the code again, but this time, I did it slower to make sure I pressed every button correctly. There was a pause. Come on. I tried poking my head through the fence in hope of seeing something. Then the gate started opening.
The second the gate had opened enough for me to squeeze past it, I did so. There was a bag on the floor, but I ignored it. I turned to my right and ran, searching the cleanly cut grass. There was a sudden flash of colour amongst the green. I stopped. Lying on the ground was a boy dressed in a pair of dark jeans and a loose t-shirt that clearly needed a wash. His eyes were shut and he was entirely motionless.
Oh my God, what had I done? I glanced around me, unsure of whether I wanted someone to have seen what had happened or not. If he was hurt, did that mean I could've gotten into trouble? I bit down on my lip. I didn't mean to make him fall... I stepped closer towards the boy.
His hair was like the colour of Coke, and it fell messily over his forehead. His hair really could have done with a brush actually. I inched forward, biting my lip even harder as I stared at him. His features were soft, almost girlish, but he somehow looked nothing like a girl.
"Hey?" I said a little quieter than intended. "Um... Are you okay?"
The boy remained silent without even flinching. What if he was seriously hurt? The boy did, and said nothing. I had to call for an ambulance, or at least find someone. I knelt down beside the boy before glancing around. There was no one in sight.
"Hello?" I shouted as I glanced around, making me feel rather silly. "Is anyone there?"
Nothing. The longer I sat there, the heavier my breathing became. I tried my hardest to think rationally. Maybe he was fine. But what if he wasn't? He wasn't waking up... Oh, God, he was hurt, wasn't he? I'd hurt him. I shook my head. He couldn't have been. I mean, I couldn't see any blood. That meant he was okay, didn't it? Who was I kidding?
I unzipped my bag in a rush and frantically searched for my mobile phone. When I felt leather on my hand, I grasped my phone case. I lifted my phone out. My hand were trembling as I pulled my phone out of its case. I swallowed hard. Then the boy started stirring. I remained still with my phone in my hand.
I soon dropped my phone back into my bag. "Hey? Can you hear me?" I gently shook his shoulder before pulling away.
Don't shake him! I shouted at myself with my thoughts. Did I want to brake his neck? Unless it was already broken... Oh my God, what if I'd left him brain damaged or something? I gazed at the boy. Hang on, what if he was going to hurt me? I scratched my head. Maybe I should have ran anyway... just to be safe.
Before I had a chance to move, the boy began mumbling some inaudible words. I froze in the spot and shuffled away a little. Oh, God, I didn't really have a choice now. His eyelids flickered open to reveal a pair of eyes that were noticeably different in colour. I raised my eyebrows in wonder.
"Shitting hell..."
The boy's voice made me jump as he sat up. He winced a little when he pressed down on his right hand. I shuffled away even more. He cursed again as he rubbed the back of his head before looking at me.
"Oh, hey... I was just, uh, you know, climbing a wall." He paused. "As you do."
He brought his hand back down and on it was a patch of scarlet coloured liquid. He scanned the blood for a moment, then began laughing as he rubbed it on the ground. He's laughing...? Why is he laughing? I stared at the blood that was now stained on the grass.
"Oh, God... I'll go and get someone!"
"No!" The boy swiftly grabbed my arm as I tried to stand up.
He let out a cry after I knocked his right hand off me. He cursed. Again. I gazed at him as I jumped to my feet. Why did he grab me? Why didn't he want me to get someone? He had been trying to break in, hadn't he? The boy started rubbing his wrist as he turned back to me.
"Fricking hell, are you trying to cripple me or something?"
I simply stared at him. He must have said at least ten curse words by now, and quite frankly, he looked like a homeless man. Every part of my common sense was screaming at me to start running and get some help. These kind people were dangerous. I didn't take my eyes off the boy as he continued cursing under his breath. His language was appalling.
"Me hurt you? You just fell off a ten foot wall. I'd be more worried about that!" I snapped at him. "Speaking of that, what do you think you were doing?" I took my phone out of my pocket as more words came shooting out of my mouth. "Breaking into this school is against the law, and my dad's the headmaster. If I call him, you are... you are in deep trouble."
"Woah, chill out." He held his hands up. "I wasn't breaking in. I've gotta be here for an audition thing," he replied as he gradually began to stand up. He grinned. "Besides, I didn't just fall. You violently yelled at me until I fell."
"What? That's not true! I said two words!" I started stammering and the boy started laughing again.
He was on his feet now, rubbing his head again. He stepped forward, and I stepped took three steps back. WHy was he coming nearer to me? Just as I was about to scold him for laughing, the boy suddenly stumbled backwards, only just stopping himself from falling.
"Are you okay? Sorry! I didn't mean to shout, I..."
I hurried towards him, which resulted in him backing away and me freezing in the spot. Don't go near him! He could be dangerous! He looked at me strangely then - he stared at me. His eyes scanned my face, and he seemed to be thinking. What was he thinking about? Oh my God, he wasn't planning on doing anything to me, was he? Soon enough, he was laughing again. I backed away.
"I'm cool. I just got up too quickly. Trust me, I've had worse knocks than this. I just need to get inside, so--"
"You can't go inside! I'll call for an ambulance or something now."
"No, don't." The boy stepped closer towards me. "Please don't. Please." His voice was hinting at desperate now. He must have realised that because the tone of his voice suddenly changed. "Honestly, I'm fine. It ain't even that big of a fall. Besides, my head acted as a cushion for the rest of me."
I suppose he was right in some sense. I mean, he seemed to be perfectly fine. A little bit disorientated, admittedly, but nothing serious. Plus, calling for some help could have gotten me into trouble. I had made him fall off a wall, after all...
"Fine... Just... just promise you'll go to see a doctor later," I finally said.
"Cool! Well, I'm off then. See you later." The boy smiled.
He rubbed his bloodstained hand on his jeans and began wandering along the grassed area, then onto the road. I briefly turned my eyes back to the ground and noticed a dark blood stain where his head had been rested. Next to it was a rock. The boy was walking along the road now, and I followed after him. He stumbled a few times, which made me quicken my pace, and also change my mind.
"Hey! Look, you really need to go to get to the hospital or something," I called after him. When I caught up to him, he turned to me. He just shrugged and continued walking. Well, stumbling really. "You keep falling over! You could be concussed... or have to have stitches. Oh, and your wrist. You might have broken it."
The boy stopped and rolled his eyes. "Look, whatever your name is, I ain't gonna die. Besides, I'm left handed. I'll be fine."
He started walking again, but this time, it was even faster than before. That resulted in more stumbling. I followed him as he stepped onto the paved area that led to the school's entrance. I made sure not to step on any cracks, which made keeping up with the boy even harder.
"It's Zoey, not whatever your name is." I scanned his face for a moment. I felt my cheeks redden as my eyes locked into his.
"Hey, do you have heterochromia?" I asked as we both slowed down slightly.
"Huh...? Ain't that when you've got bad frostbite?"
"No... That's hypothermia," I said slowly. "Your eyes. One's green, but the other one's blue."
"Well done, you ain't colour blind." He winked at me. "Seriously though, whatever yo-- Zoey, I've gotta hurry up."
I opened my mouth to speak again, but didn't have a chance to actually say anything because before I could, the boy had jogged up the concrete steps that led to to the school's entrance. I caught one last glance of the back of his head as he disappeared into the building. He was lucky his hair was so dark - the blood would have been noticeable otherwise.
I really should have called an ambulance. Either that, or the police. I considered reaching into my bag for my phone again, but instead of doing that, I simply paused at the doorway for a moment. I wasn't sure why exactly, but I did. In the end, I suppose my curiosity got the better of me. Something wasn't right about that boy, and I had to find out why.
But what if I had called the police? Or what if I never followed him? Would things be different?
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