Throwaway account. Posting this here to vent because I don't know where else to.
I thought I was good at writing fan fiction, I really did. In fact, I thought it was the one thing I was good at. However, I've entered a dozen different writing contests, and I haven't gotten one victory. I never thought I was going to win first place, but a couple of times, I was so sure I would at least get an honorable mention. Spoiler alert, I never do. I have failed each and every time I try, and it always crushes my spirit every time. I might be able to live with it if it weren't for the other evidence that proves I'm no good. I have half the followers of people who've been writing for years less than I have. People who I should automatically be better than are better than me. I try my absolute hardest every single time, and for that, I get absolutely nothing. I don't know if I can keep writing if I'm just going to fail like this every single time. If I'm not good at writing, then I'm not good at anything.
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