I don't consider myself a poet, for poets are intellectuals that have the power to emulate their feelings into words. With three stanzas they can enamor us, sadden us, or destroy us. I simply use poetry as an escape from problems, from happiness, from life. At the end of each poem I feel a small instant of what true poets feel: satisfacion in my work, proud of myself. Depression is my main result; ashamed that I felt the way I did when I wrote it.
What I would give to remove my emotions,
What I would give to not love again;
To not hurt again.
What I would give to remove what makes me human.
I've lost faith in humanity,
I've lost faith in myself.
Death is not for me,
Sadly, life isn't either.
My childish innocence is long gone.
I'm so ashamed of myself:
Of what I've done,
Of what I've become.
I can't feel anymore.
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