There's not really a scheme or rhyme to this. It just came out and I wrote it down..
After all that we been through, I lost him.
The one guy I loved with all my heart.
He picked her over me,
just to see if it'll work out between them.
He said he loves me.
He said that he always will.
It's just that he needed to make sure I was the one.
He said that he can't completely lose me.
He wants to be in my life.
I told him that I'm happy for him,
even if it's not with me,
cause that's all I want.
For him to be happy,
even if it's not me.
I told him I'll be here,
if he ever needs me.
I told him that I'll always love him,
and that I'll wait for him.
He said I don't know why,
you'd want me back after all I've done.
I said cause that's what you do,
when you love someone,
you forgive them.
I just can't believe I lost him. :,(
It's tearing me apart.
I broke my phone.
Shattered his christmas presents I had for him.
I started SHing again.
I tried to kill myself.
I just couldn't do it.
Cause I knew he wouldn't want me to.
Not that I had an important softball tryout the next day,
not that I have good friends,
and grades.
But I thought of him.
He kept me from it.
It's ripping me to shreds,
and what's sad..
he still makes me happy..
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