I loved him, I always have I just didn't know it before. Then when we started dating realized it. He was unbelievably perfect. Every thing I wanted in a best friend. I thought we were going to get married I really did. Or at least till the day he died. He was hit by a car and it was like having my heart ripped out of my chest ten fold. I cried and stayed in bed for weeks on end. It took to much energy to even shower, I didn't want to go to school because every day I went to school I was reminded of him. It was like being addicted to something when you don't have it theres a nagging pain that you can't push away or ignore. The only thing that can make it better is your addiction, but I couldn't stop the pain cause my addiction had run dry. I had lost the one thing that meant the most to me.
It was a Tuesday when I decided to do it. I turned on the bath water as hot as it could go because I thought maybe it would help I stripped and climbed in. I grabbed my razor and dissected it until it was only the blade. I cut into my wrist. My first cut was small, but it felt so good that I cut another one. Then another , and another. I let it bleed until the water was dilluted with my blood . My vision started to blur at the edges the last thing I heard where my mothers horrified screams.
This isn't something I'd actually do it just sounded good so don't worry I am not emo
That is not something that I would ever actually do but it sounded good so I wrote it I'm really a happy person:) �
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