We were returning from that walk to nowhere. The moving van sat in the driveway. His mom motioned for him to join in. He turned and looked at me.
"No." With a kiss on the cheek, he took a hesitant step towards his family. I clung to the finger still in my hand. He took another stride towards the truck. His palm fell from mine.
Time seemed to be moving incredibly slow. I stood and watched as he ambled towards the vehicle. He got in the passenger seat, his mom already waiting in the car, and waved goodbye as the van started to move backwards. I raised my hand longingly towards my crush. "Nathan," I said his name, hoping he would magically appear next to me. His face hung. Nathan gazed at me, his eyes turned down when he saw my loneliness.
The automobile turned out of the gravel driveway and continued down the road. I stood there, gazing after the direction Nathan and his mother had gone. I waited for the U-Haul to turn and come back down the street. I prayed for his mother to realize the wrong that she was commiting and bring him back. He would jump out of the truck and run to me, his arms wide open, as well as mine. We would run at each other in tears. I'd engulf myself in him, and never come out. But it was all just a dream; the van never came back, and Nathan never jumped out to pull me into him.
Califonia, was where he was headed. A job had been offered to his single mother. His father had ditched them for another woman three years ago and hadn't spoken to Nathan since. The oportunity was to good to pass by, so his mother immediately excepted and packed up the house.
I turned around and headed back down the street towards my house. The rocks on the road broke through my flip flops and poked at bottom of my feet. The door squeaked when it opened, the sound was pathetic and sad. I went to my room where my bed sat. I pushed aside the covers and buried myself into the mattress. Tears flowed down my cheeks; I would never feel happy again. My life was gone, as well as my heart.
This sorrow made my chest throb and all I wanted was to die. “Nathan I love you.” I spoke into my pillow. I missed him. I didn’t feel like talking, or eating, or even breathing. I couldn’t wait for the day that I could see him again.
Five Years Later
Since Nathan left, I hadn’t done anything but cry and miss him. Today was the moment of truth, five years after losing him; I was taking a trip to California to visit him again. I had saved my money for five long years, and finally had enough for plane tickets.
The plane began to turn downward towards the runway. The front wheel touched ground and the plane began to brake. My heart pounded inside my chest.
When the doors opened, I bolted out, eager to see him again. I didn’t know what to expect.
“Nathan!” I saw his familiar shape and raced towards it, embracing him in a giant bear hug. “I missed you so much!” He hugged me back, feeling the same way. I pulled my head from his chest and sunk my eyes through his skull.
“Um,” A young girl stood there, poking at Nathan’s back.
“Oh, Cheyenne, this is Clair. Clair, Cheyenne.” I shook hands with the small blond girl. Her body seemed to radiate happiness.
“I hear you’re good friends with Nathan?” Her voice rang like bells on a Christmas tree. I nodded at her; I couldn’t help but notice the sparkling ring on her finger.
Nathan grabbed the girl tight around the shoulders, “Cheyenne, this is my fiancée.” She stood there, wrapped in tight in his arms.
I felt my jaw drop what seemed like a hundred miles to the floor, “Na- Nathan, I thought we- we had something special.” I whispered, beginning to turn around.
“Shy, I moved. Not only that, but I moved on. You’re still my bestie, but I don’t love you.” I felt his hand rest on my shoulder.
“I gave you my whole life Nathan and you just threw it down the toilet.” I shook the hand off my back and continued down the hall, pulling my luggage behind me. I felt his eyes burn through the back of my head as I walked down the path, but he never came to stop me.
The memory of his teary eyes while his mom drove away filled my head. He’d forgotten that moment and everything that made us, us. Nathan moved on, I didn’t. I spent the rest of high school, praying for his return, watching down that road like the truck would magically reappear. But Nathan didn’t. He forgot about the friends he had, replacing us entirely.
A tear splashed on the floor. Goodbye Nathan. Have a good life.
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