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I remember when I first met you. It was in the seventh grade, and I was the new kid. I was assigned the desk next to yours. You looked over at me with inquisitive blue eyes, and introduced yourself as Hanna. You proceeded to ask me questions about my family, my hobbies, etc. I answered them catiously at first, then loosened up quickly. When the lunch bell rang, we sat beside each other. It was that day that you became my best friend.
It was our freshman year when you met Mike. He was charming, funny, and polite. He held your books, opened the doors for you, even walked you to class. It was obvious he fancied you. I hated him.
When I told you that he liked you, you laughed. You reassured me that he was just a friend. I didn't believe you. I remember when you called me at one in the morning, saying that Mike has asked you out and you said yes. I forced a lump down my throat and faked happiness, congratulating you weakly. Everytime we talked, all you did was gush about him. When you said, in a confident voice, that you loved him, I snapped. I told you that you were being stupid, that you've only been dating him for a month. You snarled that I didn't like him just because he's better than me. We got into this heated argument that left you in tears, and me feeling like an ass. It was that fateful day that we fell apart. After that day, everything went downhill.
I should've seen it from the start. Mike started getting possesive when I stopped hanging out with you. He called you every ten minutes, demanding to know where you where at. He was always by your side, and forbid you from hanging out with friends. It was when you started wearing a baseball cap and sunglasses that I got suspisious. You hated baseball and loathed wearing glasses. After stopping you in the hallway, I forced you to take the glasses and hat off. You had a black eye. I demanded to know who did it. 'Was it Mike?' You shook your head and looked down, crying quietly. I held you close and promised to fix it. You replied that I need not, that you were going to break up with him. I can't believe I let you go, by yourself, to face him. I should've called the police, a counselor, someone. I didn't know that I was the last one to see you alive.
The police report says that you approached him, telling him that it was over, not knowing that he had a loaded gun. He tried the regret route, promising to change. When you said no and tried to leave, he got violent. He hit you, but this time you fought back, which only enraged him. He then shot you four times.
I'm so sorry... It's all my fault. I loved you, but I wasn't there to help you when you needed me. I should've been there to save you. I should've told you this before; maybe you felt the same way. As I sit beside your grave, writing this letter and crying like a baby, I feel like dying. But I know you would want me to continue on. So, I will live and go on with my life. Because I love you; always have, always will. Someday, we'll be together. Someday.
J.D.
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This was for a contest. My emotion was love. The featured song was Face Down by Red Jumpsuit Appartus. Hope you liked it! - Ariel.
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