I accept any criticisms, don't hold back. I know it may be slightly confusing and I'm not sure whether anyone apart from me will find it romantic.
In a time of great difficulties and troubles and pains, September of the year 2011, a man was sketched, painted and his biography written out. This man was intended to lessen the troubles and hardship, a cunning plan, a plan which was excecuted completely behind my back. Or, in the far corner of my head, a place invisible to me. His life was brief in the first few months, just a basic outline whilst the machine thought up the more complicated detailing and gave him to me, on the climax of my adversity; December of the same year, in the festive Christmas holidays. The machine which moulded him out of the wisps in my head used an excuse to hand him over, making the whole thing so much more realistic. I was blind, my eyes wrapped in a wet, bloody blindfold, to this aid-mission. My mind sensed I was going to fall into this dark pit and created a ressurection phial, a plan B.
I didn't think much of this man, I wasn't meant to, my mind didn't want his full potential to be wasted here. They knew he was not going to help me in this stage so they waited, waited, let me sink then threw me right up into the sky. I should have known. I should have known it was all too sweet, all too sugary.
Then, as time passed, his character grew. There were more details, more strokes on his portait and more letters in his biography. His life was moulded in my head, the most amazing life, the most interessting of lives. He was a person. A real person. My imagination worked it's magic, manipuated my difficulties and my weaknesses to create a perfectly real person who would help me.
He'd speak like no one had ever spoken to me before, he'd have a family and intriguing interests. As time went by, my head would add elements and dimensions to this creation but as he became more and more real; he attained faults. I thought nothing of these faults, they added even more reality to him, but at the back of my mind, in the dark corner, an air of worry arised.
Day after day, week after week, I'd pretend I have someone. Ofcourse I didn't. It's mad, insane, completely unrealistic and I should have thought about it, thought about how I won't ever get someone so amazing.
Finally, I realise it. Finally, I have uncovered the truth. Finally, the bloody blindfold has been removed and I am allowed to see.
He's just in my head.
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