Her skin was beautiful and clear, her smile always held so much light. Getting lost in her eyes was almost enevitable because of the amazing sparks of colour within. I could very easily compare her voice to the whispers of wind on a spring afternoon. The locks of autumn brown hair that fell from her central parting had a cosy warm feeling.
When this all began to fade my heart faded with it, holding her hand I could no longer feel the sunny warm of her pure, pulsing heart through it. Like Autumn to winter she turned to grey, watching her veins flow like rivers and the capturing eyes sagging and turning dull. No whisperes were left in her voice, the little left was a forced croak that sounded like it took the energy of the entire earth.
On the days I couldn't be with her it felt like I was completely dead inside, the light of her soul would fade completely and all recolection of her face would fade. I feared that this would be what it would be like once she was gone. Like waterfalls tears would fall when I tried to remember her bfore all this.
Sitting by her side she went to talk to me, both choking out our words of love we feared this as the end. Taking a grip on my hand she looked into my eyes and nodded, she knew this was it. I leaned down and placed my lips lightely on her head, I was used to the icey feel to her skin now and it would be the last time I felt her skin to my lips so I savoured it's beauty.
Lifting me head I saw that the slowly fading light was now out and the remaining colour from her eyes and lips was gone. I did not cry or act out I just stood and left, I was happy for her. The months of pain she had endured must have been unbareable. Sitting in the train I closed my eyes, memories of us as little children playing on park swings, our secondary school prom. The 14th of july 2010, she was only eighteen but it was our wedding day remembering our first kiss and our wedding dance a tear fell from my cheeck as I realized I was completely alone. No-one to share this amazing world with me, i f I could change the fact that she had the awfull disease I would. I would even take the cancer for her.
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