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Did you ever realise that someone was watching you? From eight grade right til you graduated from high school. That person was me.
I wanted to tell you all that time, that I loved you but I could never find enough courage to confront you. Yes, I tried to write an anonymous letter, but did you know that at the same time you allowed your friends to read the letter to the whole class, you also broke my heart?
Do you ever wonder why I bother going to self-study class in the afternoons when I could go home and rest? Because I never actually pay attention to what is in front of me, I look out the window and I see you laughing amongst your friends, fooling around, playing basketball.
And that is enough to make me go to that self-study class every single day.
You would look at me like I was nothing, like I wasn’t important to you, like I was just someone who sat in the corner of your classroom. I knew that look, it was pity.
I heard stories of you breaking other people’s hearts, I heard all about you. I knew you could never like me, but when I first saw you, I knew that something bad was going to happen.
I was going to fall in love with you.
Did you know that the high school you went to was a two hour journey from my home? Did you know that you were the reason why I refused to change schools after I moved homes?
No, you didn’t. You didn’t know anything about me.
My whole high school life was about you,
But your life did not want to have anything to do with mine’s.
And as time passed on, I gradually accepted that and buried this secret within my heart, I hated you for making me fall in love with you and I want you to know that.
I longed for you to look at me, my eyes screaming out to you, but you chose to ignore me every single time.
I want you to know that although I have no idea where you are right now, or who you are with, my heart is open to you, as it has for the past five years.
I love you.
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