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“I love you Ynna, I mean it,” That was what he said to me that night. That he loves me, that he really mean it. I believed it. I can’t believe I let myself be fooled.
He kissed me and i kissed back. That night, that same night when I thought everything was real. When I thought he really loves me.
“I love you, Jake, forever and ever,” I silently wished him to say those words to me, too. That he will love me forever. That he will take care of me. I want him to want me until the very end of our days. I want him to love me like how much I love him. I want him to promise me he will love me no matter what.
But he did not.
I looked in his eyes and found guilt on them, I thought I’m just being paranoid so I took the idea off my head.
I was convinced he really do loves me, so I walked to my way home from their house. I stopped on the playground to sit on the swing, and that’s when I heard voices behind the bushes there, just beside the basketball court.
I closed my eyes and listened hard.
“Dude, I can’t believe you’re still playing with that girl,” a manly voice said. A girl? Who?
“It sucks man, I don’t know how to perfectly break her heart,” a familiar voice said. Perfectly break her heart? After the familiar voice said the last line, they both laughed.
“You’re an expert heart breaker, so, what’s your plan?” The other voice said. I’m eavesdropping, I know. But It just felt weird because I felt like I really have to listen their convo.
“I still don’t know, but I’m almost there. After a week, I’ll have the greatest piece on my collection,” he said. “of girls,” The other voice added.
“I mean, Ynna,” He meant me.
I can’t move. I can’t run. I can’t even open my eyes. That voice.. I know that voice.. The voice who said in a week he’ll have the greatest piece on his collection.
It’s Jake’s.
“Sh*t Jake!” I shouted, they stopped laughing and looked at me.
“You mean the world to me..” I told him. I can’t help it, I can’t fight the urge to shout, to cry. “You mean the world to me..” I repeat, whisper. This time, more soft. My voice is breaking, and I can feel my tears are flowing.
I took a glance on him, he’s standing still, mouth tight. I stood straight, looked him on his face. I can’t look on his eyes, I’m afraid I’ll know the truth.
The truth that I really am just a piece on his collection.
“Was everything.. was everything a joke to you? Everything was just an act?” I didn’t let him answer my question. “Wow! You’re so..” Idiot, stupid, jerk. “..great.” I said, crying. I did everything, anything to please you. I did things I can’t even imagine I did just to make you happy. I told you I love you. I told you I will love you for ever..
“You love me.” I said, trying to hold my tears. “Ha-ha, Nice Joke,” I said, he looked at me in the eyes, I looked away.
Those eyes, they’re reason for this tears. I love him, he fooled me. He broke my heart. But I know a certain thing, and that is, I love him, and I always will.
“I love you, Jake,” I whisper. I know it’s stupid. Maybe that’s what love is, Stupid.
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