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"Don't you feel a bit hot? There's probably going to be very heavy rainfall in a few. Breathe in. It's a bit intoxicating, isn't it? Like petrol? Yes, like petrol. It seeps in with an assurance, like you're deserving of a reason to be in this world, to feel beyond the mayhem. It makes me smile. You make me smile. I love you."
Love is probably the soft burn around the scar he made on your right cheek. Or sitting in his front yard and watching the smoke rise from the cigarette you both have been smoking. It's the leap your heart makes, while pretending to read, at the thought of he's here.
The fact that he defines the pain that shoots through, somewhere between sweetness and hurt, every time your fingers come in contact with his; the heartbeat that alters the existing rhythm, similar but different, it spells out his name.
And you watch; you watch the flowers on your bedside table as the seasons go by.
You watched him too. You watched him burn that house down and you couldn't help but smile.
He said come here next to me. He said he'll lie beside you in your tomb.
You made cuts in yourself for the memories. And you carved his name on the misty window of the rehab. Because the last time it rained, he loved you.
You wore his jacket. His knuckles smelled of blood and ash, but ah, the jacket; it disorientated your senses.
But the flowers dry, they're stuck in your throat, they choke you. Or is it your heart, or is it his?
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"It seems like it's going to rain soon, the wedding better end fast."
Or maybe this is love. Watching him insert the ring on her finger, making the vows, smiling now because he has her.
And maybe this is what love does; takes the breath right out of you, leaving you with nothing at all.
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