As I watch the nightly rain coming down, I couldn't help but to think of you. You as in the person I talked to over the phone every night. As in getting on Facebook at the same time every day. You as in, well the person I love most. Right now I'm still young, and everybody says you can't experience "true love." When I met you, though, there was a sparkle in your eye and when you were happy, everyone else was happy. As you laughed and told jokes, the night didn't seem so dark anymore.
I walked over to my bed and quietly sang your favorite song, the one we found on youtube about narwhals. I wish you were here, day and night. I can't help to think about you here and there. To remember you laughter. How could such a happy person kill himself? I didn't get that about you. You died with so many friends crying over your dead body, wondering what they did wrong. I put my hands in my lap, remembering the time we were locked out of your house and it started to rain. Thats when rain wasn't scheduled every night for our curfew, so it was a surpise. Not a bad surprise, a good surprise. Then as we laughed and ran around, I tripped and fell onto your muscular chest, and for that moment we stared at eachother. Then you slowly kissed me and held me tight, and for the first time in ages, I had felt safe in our town. I felt that someone actually loved me. You knew that people were spreading stupid rumors about me. You were the only one who didn't look at me like you were gonna shoot my eyes out. I liked that about you. You looked deep into my heart and trusted me. So now after three years since your death, I'm sitting here, alone, in my bedroom. Did you think someone would still be thinking about you? I knew. I visited your grave, weared away by the rain, right before curfew every day.
"No really, tell the truth," you would say.
"I am! Believe me!" Then we would laugh and hug and walk away hand in hand.
Those were the good times.
After today, I will see you again. We will be together for as long as we want. Now I sit here, with a sword to my throat, thinking about you. Not just you, but you and me. With a scream and a powerful thust, I lay on the ground in a pool of my blood, smiling and thinking about us.
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