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Have you ever experienced a moment that was so surreal that you weren't sure whether or not it truly happened? Ever go through a whole day, and wake up the next morning wondering if it had all been just a crazy dream? Now picture going through your life that way; not knowing whether or not what you were doing was real, or just some bizarre portion of your imagination. Stumbling around in a world you weren't even sure existed.
That's basically been my life over the past three months. If you had asked me three months ago whether I was capable of the things I was destined to do, I'd have told you that you were out of your mind. If you asked me today if I was somewhat of a monster... somewhat of a killer... I would tell you that you are absolutely correct.
It's been a long, terrifying three months- months that I simply wish I could forget. I've done things I'm not at all proud of, things that belong to a nightmare, not my life.
But it is my life. Real, or unreal, it's the world I live in. The world I am forced to live in.
Without my permission, I became a part of this fantasy world, where nothing made sense, except for one simple fact: I could not be in love with him anymore. The one person who I adored, the one person who truly got me was no longer allowed to be part of my life,
Instead, I had been ordered to kill him.
This is my story. My retelling of what happened to me, my friends, my family... what happened to my life. Reader, beware: my story is one beyond reality,and I never said it would be pretty.
Who am I?
What am I, for that matter?
You'll learn in due time.
But don't say I didn't warn you.
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