Monday was the worst day of the week. It had been a week since school started and all my classmates were still giving me awkward glances whenever I walked through the hallway.
I was a new student. Often considered as "outsider" and not totally accepted. Within my first week of staying here, nobody even bothered talking to me, more or less ask who I was. I was left out from this world of white people, not knowing what to do of myself.
Well, let me introduce myself first. My name is Shay Jin. Yeah. It sounds weird and that's because I am Asian. But I didn't come from an Asian country. I grew up in Auckland, New Zealand and I always considered that place my home. But unfortunately, my other relatives lived in this place, Australia. And so my parents decided to get settled in here.
Now, I'm stuck in the place I called "purgatory" since I felt like slowly being burned to death. I felt like every person in my classroom giving me frowns and evil eyes. Not to mention that my seatmate kept muttering nonsense about being stuck with a freak.
I stared in the black board instead to pretend to not hear him. His words had a certain blade in them that if I keep listening, wave of fury will erupt through my veins.
"Class dismissed." the teacher finally said after a lot of torturing words of Biology.
Great. Just great. Lunch time was my next challenge.
I went to the cafeteria alone because all the guys kept on ignoring me and girl kept their distance. They treat me like I have some kind of contagious disease or something for them to stay away from me like that. Well, what should I expect? I'm an outsider and I heard enough of their comments that I don't belong in here. That I'm not accepted here.
After getting my lunch, I decided to leave the cafeteria because my school mates mention something about losing their appetite when I'm around. But mostly because all seats were taken.
I found an empty seat behind the small tree located beside the field. There were a lot of students crowded in the field but they won't notice me here because the tree was big enough to hide me. I ate my lunch peacefully.
As I bite into my sandwich, I thought about my friends back in New Zealand. They're probably having a good time, unaware that their old friend is having a miserable life. I went to a multicultural school when I was living there so I didn't have trouble with being left out. Most of my friends were Asians so I get along with them pretty well.
Unlike in here. Asians were very rare in this country.
That was when I saw her. I used to see her walking alone in the hallway, heads down and hands in fist. She was lightly tanned and she has long dark hair, waving along her back. Now, she 's sitting in the field, not a few feet away from me. As usual, her head was bent down, only for me to realize that she is reading a book, her eyebrows were mashed together like she was trying to not lose her temper.
I looked at her with a new kind of interest. She was the only person in the school that I can cope with since I usually see her alone and miserable. And she looked like somebody who doesn't belong in here, either. Like she's from a different kind of world.
Suddenly, her eyes flashed to me and I felt my face heat up. She frowned when she saw me looking at her and she stood up and walked away.
I looked down, unsure of whatever emotion running through me. I don't know but of all the things I've heard about me being rejected, this was the worst.
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