If you're reading this, then you're obviously in the wrong place. After all, if you were in the right place, then you wouldn't be reading this. That is unless you're just simply curious about what this article is about, which is simply delusional since it is an article and not some fancy-dilly-dallying story with fairies dancing around singing about a pot of gold. Then again, maybe you are delusional. The point is that you should stop reading this and go on to a more happier topic, like who will win an Academy award or what hairstyle should you wear this summer. This topic is not for the faint of heart, for suicide is not something to be taken lightly.
If you're reading this, then you're obviously not ready for suicide. Are you expecting me to talk you out of it? Oh, I could go through the act, say that you have so much to live for, but why bother? You're obviously not ready to die if you want to be talked out of it. What type of suicidee would ask for help from suicide? The answer is one that isn't ready. Even if a person doesn't ask for help, that doesn't mean they're ready either.
In your mind, you have to be ready. Let's try an exercise, shall we? Get up from your computer screen and get a knife. I don't care if you have a butter knife, just get it. Now place it along your neck and trace your veins. Don't hesitate. If you feel your heart pounding and your hand shaking, then its not time.
If you even have to justify your reason, it's not time. Yeah, write a suicide letter, tell them they all made your life miserable, but what now? You said it, now do it. It's not even in your heart to do it all the way if you keep focusing on living.
Focus on living, that should be your goal for now. Yes, pain can distract you, but death will ultimately mean that you have no chance to change life. Did you like feeling so close to death? Did your hands shake? Did your heart race? Did fear hit you, even for a second? Did you not even try it?
If you answer yes to any of these questions, then you're not ready. So write your note. Prepare the pills. Cock the gun and put it to your temple. Death is standing ahead of you and life is standing behind. Which way shall you go tonight?
((A/N: This is supposed to be an anti-suicide article for my maman, even though I am pro-suicide. I hope you enjoy it and think that it could help someone in this situation.))
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