Indifference.
The art of predicting everything. What surprises you? Things you least expect or don't expect at all. Think about it. It's similar to humour. Things you least expect with the least amount of consequences along with a few twists that makes your brain tick maybe. The more you can make a man's brain tick, the more the humour works. It is reward, humour is a reward for using your mind to figure out something uncanny. Although, you do have to maintain a balance in between a shock and a joke.
At the end of a 15 month long relationship, I am released. Released from a girl who suddenly thinks she has seen everything and she knows everything. Even in her parting speech she couldn't resist adding "Date a few other girls and see how good I am". Ironic enough, She forgot to mention the simple fact that I've been dating her and I complained she wasn't being how she used to be.
Should I be depressed? Not at all, I have been pushing this relationship far into a corner with the force called "I love her". I realized the whole time that I was pushing it, but I hoped for change. It was not a shock because I expected it. And the unexpected brings forth shock, which in turn brings forth the depression.
Should I be unhappy? I was unhappy all along. All the pushing and shoving made me unhappy. Now that the pushing and shoving is missing, I can smell the air and be myself.
What is there?
Indifference.
This is actually a sequel to something far more egotistical and personal. But I dunno how much stick the reviewers will take xP
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