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There he was, just standing there, when what he wanted to do was forbidden. He was stuck on one side of the fence with no way over. Well, it was possible to go to the other side, but only in a black body bag, powdered with lime.
He put his hands on the barbed wire, ignoring the sharp points tearing into his flesh. The pain was nothing compared to the pain in his heart, the longing for escaping. He could still remember those words.
“Have you ever thought about going to the other side, Arthur?” Lily asked. “As in, really seriously thought about it?”
“I…suppose I have,” Arthur admitted, rubbing his shoulder where the needle had pierced. “Who hasn’t, really? Who would want to stay here?”
She bit her lip and didn’t say anymore. He took it to mean that she didn’t want to talk about the matter anymore, but then next time he came for another shot it was the same.
“I’ve been thinking, Arthur,” She said, filling the syringe. “About what you said before.”
Arthur was silent, hoping she didn’t mean…
“I want to go outside so much!” she burst out, nearly dropping the glass bottle. “I really do!”
He shook his head slowly; why did this have to happen to him? She knew as well as any other that they couldn’t leave. The fence would always be there, huge, forbidding and deadly.
Lily sidled up to him, hoping the black boxes on the ceiling wouldn’t hear them.
“I’ve been saving up money,” she said. “I think…”
He stared at the wad of bills in her fist, shocked. Only the dissidents thought of escaping, and only thieves could get money. But weren’t they all dissidents, then? And wasn’t the Commandant a thief for stealing their lives?
“I think it might be enough,” Arthur finished, closing his hand over hers. “Do you know the brick pile near the fence?”
She never showed up. He saw the black van back up to the hospital and heave her out, a black bag jammed over her head. She wasn’t struggling, but she wasn’t walking either, it was as if she was already dead, her limp body a corpse to be dragged around.
He ran then, ran to the fence without stopping until he was directly under it. He thought they would have shot me before he even got near, but the towers were surprisingly silent.
He put his hands on the fence and thought about what was forbidden. About what Lily had said to him. About what she had dreamed.
What had compelled to this? Was it only Lily, whispering crazed ideas in the hospital room? Or was there a similar idea, burning deep in his own heart of hearts? He wouldn’t know now unless…
Then, ignoring the screaming pain from his fingers and hands, he gripped the fence wire and pulled myself up. Hand over hand, blood dripping down his arms until his jacket was drenched. Over the top and then down, mere feet from where he’d been a few minutes ago, but miles away at the same time.
He was free.
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Lily gasped as the black bag was ripped from her head.
“Well done, Lily.” The voice came from behind her.
Lily turned around to see the Commandant standing next to his desk, looking out the window towards the desert. A tiny black spot moved somewhere near the horizon.
“Do you understand your task, now, Lily?” the Commandant asked.
“No, sir,” Lily whispered.
The Commandant shut the window and sat at his desk, folding his hands and leaning forward; exactly the way he appeared in pictures all over the city. No schoolroom was complete without the image of the beloved Commandant staring down at the students.
“Dissidents are a dangerous and tricky thing to deal with,” he explained. “Arthur worked for the People’s Newspaper…a column writer. He could have done great damage if he thought to destroy us that way.”
“But he didn’t.”
“No,” the Commandant said, actually smiling now. “He would have never thought about leaving if you hadn’t planted the idea in his head.”
Lily shuddered, hoping the Commandant didn’t see it.
“He’ll die now,” Lily half-asked, half-stated the fact. “Without the shots the virus will kill him.”
“Yes,” the Commandant said, leaning back in his chair. “We can kill him without a single bullet. No citizen of the Beloved Republic can live without the blessing of their government. Viruses are our angels of death, vaccines the saviors of souls.”
He laughed out loud, as though he’d said something extremely funny.
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