This is the first item I've posted in a while, so I'm not sure if this is the right place exactly. I could see it fitting in several genres, so if you don't think it belongs here, let me know! Otherwise, I'll hush and let you rip it to pieces now
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Her frown marked the silence of an era; each breath held the blood of nations.
And now it would all end. Now, at last, she had a weapon – the weapon – to end the onslaughts. The only question was could she use it?
She knew it would work. That much she couldn’t question. She had more faith in the scientists who built it than in her soldiers, or her generals. Or even herself. They, if none else, would stay true. In a world of warfare, soldiers could hold their place, but intelligence languished. Too many of her scientists had become part of the scenery: another piece of the bloody battlefield. Except worse: they were the first. It was the scientists, not the grunts, who posed the greatest threat to the Order, and it was the scientists who burned under acid beams and turned to liquid flesh. The Great Raids came later, but they were easy enough to avoid if you wore plainclothes. When they came after the “intellectuals”, it was in secret brigades, not helicopters – through hidden passageways, not skyways and wide streets. There was no escape. And it was this cruelty – this utter holocaust of human capacity – that brewed the strongest bitterness. And the strongest vengeance.
But did she share that? Oh, she had seen enough of her kind sprayed in drops on every wall in the ghetto. She had stared down the barrel of a Narwok-7 on more occasions than she’d like. And it was this that created her: this that thrust her unprepared into a mirage of power. She managed well, better than well. She was the perfect ideologue, an inspiration, a guide and leader for thousands, even millions. But could she push the button?
It was hard knowing. She could see in her mind every last repercussion. They had explained everything, down to the last quark. There would be victory, there would be freedom, beauty, progress unseen since the Old Times, since the time before the Order: a time that seemed more fairytale than fact. She wondered about the stories, if she would ever see their rebirth, or at least read their truths. She wondered what it would be to live in a world with only humans, to throw off the shackles of oppression and embrace the rule of her own kind. It was a radical idea, a beautiful one that she couldn’t help but savor.
And yet, there was hesitation. She could not bring herself to push the button.
It was there before her, inviting her fingers, inviting the pressure of a thousand years to fall upon it, to release its power. It screamed for justice, for liberation. It screamed with the voice of her people, of all humans: in the City, in the fields, in labor stations, mines and encampments. It screamed for her.
But could she do it?
Her mind turned back to the scientists’ words. No grotesque tales of destruction did they create, no splatters of a would-be life against metal and glass. Only empty faces, devoid of thought or purpose. But that was cruel too: to exist and yet not be. Was there a worse fate? The Resistance claimed the Laz’nag did not have souls, just as Laz’nag priests claimed humans had none. But who was to say that was true? Could it be that the two were so irreconcilably different? That the humans had something the Laz’nag didn’t? And even if it was true – even if there was no beauty, no tenderness inside them – something would be lost. Would it not?
The door opened with a crash. Glaring eyes followed. “General Rae,” the man grunted, fashioning a quick salute. “Is there a problem?”
Her eyes traced down the steely walls, across the once-window now covered in concrete. “No,” she sighed, shaking her head once, twice. “Not at all.”
The man exhaled, inhaled, exhaled again. “You know – and I’m not meaning any disrespect – we’ve got reports of another raid. Looks like they’ll be coming right for us. T-minus 3 minutes.”
Her lips formed a distinct “o”, but shared nothing.
“General –” the man pursed his lips, feeling the two blue bands on his arm burn through his skin. “General, with all due respect –“
“No.” Her eyes glued to the ex-window, as if they could pierce through to the street below. “I can do this.”
Her palm slapped down onto the grey button. A soft humming ensued, then a louder clunking. Then silence. Not the silence of prayers or remembrance, just a hollow empty blanketing the world. She could hear her pulse pounding through her ears, tensing with anticipation. Had it worked?
Shouts erupted: in the building, in the streets, from the rooftops. Laughter followed, with screams, and yells, and song: a long ignored, but never forgotten art kept alive in the hearts of the faithful. But she merely looked down at her hand, shook her head, and walked back to her room.
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