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Dear Diary,
And I thought Dad had good enough taste. The woman he brought home who is going to be my stepmom is a complete nutter. I cannot believe that he fell for such a freak. She believes that no matter what you should never walk on grass as you never know what creatures of Gods that you're trampling on. She does this yoga meditation thing every morning to calm her soul. She never cooks meat, apparently it's animal cruelty to eat any animals like cows or pigs so if Dad still insists on marrying it I'll never see another good meaty dinner in front of me. I know that Dad has had some weird injection thing that has made him lose his mind. It’s either that or she has hypnotized him becausemy Dad loves his food. Don’t worry though I told her to the face what I thought of her. It included me calling her something like a loony and telling her that she’d put our whole family to shame and me telling Dad that he was some crazed maniac to even think of looking at her. He smiled sympathetically at me and started the whole ‘I know the change is going to be hard for you’ talk and I didn’t take well to that either. In fact I wasn’t even there for any longer then a second past the first sentence. I shoved my hands in my ears and raced up to my room, jamming my IPod into the speaker and playing Tik Tok by Ke$ha, full blast. And now here I am on the floor writing to you. These days my friends and you are the only things keeping me sane. What’s hurting me most is that my Dad would go so far and change his entire personality for some nature freak show. What’s going to happen to our microwave meal and movie nights? We’ll probably have to watch nature films now. You will never catch me going anywhere near it. I refuse to even call her by a name. It would give the impression she’s actually human… And that would be a lie.
Dear Diary,
Breakfast was hell. It was just me and Dad and too be honest, I’d prefer he just ignore me. He was so…weird. It’s the only possible word I can use to describe him. He was going through everything with me piece by piece and literally I wanted to get sick all over him. I told him calmly that he obviously didn’t give a crap about me or him or else he wouldn’t go around changing himself for nature freaks and ruining other people’s lives without even asking them. I also told him that if he continued to marry it that I would never eat dinner with them, I would simply eat out where I could eat meat and without having to see, look or hear it. His point was that he had changed for the better when he was around her and that he would always care about me. He also asked me to call her Sharon instead of it. I refused telling him exactly what I told you. It would be giving a false impression that she was actually part of the human race and that would be a lie. He blew it when I said that. He started getting all aggro and saying that just because I was an insecure teenager didn’t mean I had the right to define ‘Sharon’ as non-human just because she wasn’t a cool, in-the-know mom. I told him I wasn’t insecure and that it wasn’t my mom. I spent the rest of the day with Lily and Tonya and a couple of guys down at the 24 hour diner. I wasn’t home until 12:30 which started another roaring match and it was there. I smiled at Dad all through his rampage and when he had finished I waved goodbye at him and lolloped up the stairs. I thought about annoying him with another song but dismissed that idea. I had a splitting headache so annoying him would have to wait. I crawled under my covers and lay in the dark for a while. I found myself crying. I was losing my Dad for some other Dad who I didn’t know at all. Too be honest the whole image I was betraying was just a wholesome lie. I hated the fact I was losing one of my best friends and I hated that my Dad had got over my mom so fast and fallen for such an… idiot. Right now, I hated my life completely but I would never show I really felt. That would be giving in and I wasn’t ready to give my Dad anything after taking away my everything.
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