Then there are the times when she thinks she sees frost creeping on the walls and over the white marble roses, and with it snow lazily dancing over her head. Those are the moments when she wishes for Axel’s presence, for though she is wary of his Cheshire grin, he paints flames and warmth in her rooms.
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Naminé never goes to sleep of her own accord, draws until she collapses in exhaustion or someone, usually Marluxia, drags her forcefully to bed. Then she lies still under her blankets, stares at the shadows stretching on the ceilings and tries, very very hard, not to listen to Larxene, with her razor smile and fair face, who leans over her and whispers of monsters and spirits and things that go bump in the night.
Do you fear the dark, Naminé?
Dredging up all of her courage, she shakes her head, no, and it is only when the last of the sharp laughter fades that she corrects, silently – Only when the darkness is you.
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She only sees him once, a glimpse of black and gold through a crack in the door, and cannot get him out of her mind. He is like her, she is told, and his name is R-o-x-a-s. There is another name on her tongue, but it is like that other one she almost says sometimes when pronouncing her own name, that start with a K, that she should know, should remember. She does not, but nonetheless she dreams of sand and draws him, with the bright hair and the blue eyes, whispers, I will see you again.
Later, she remembers the two keys he held loosely at his sides, shadow and light, and she thinks, surely one of those can unlock the doors within me; surely he can help me find my heart.
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Once, Naminé was cold and stayed awake in the dark and wished for her heart. Now there is a heart-shaped moon over her head, and, holding her hand, is who she dreamed of, darker hair and fierce, gentle smiles. She feels her pulse under her fingers, subtle but burning against her skin, and feels herself trembling minutely, drawn closer and closer still to Kairi’s fire. Then comes Saïx, and she is not afraid. She follows her heart, in the girl’s arm, and is finally whole.
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There is the wind, and the sun, and warmth. There is the boy, blond hair superimposed on brown. There is her heart, beating, thud-thud, thud-thud.
Naminé sleeps.
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