Please read this and tell me what you think about it...
"My love, my girl, my world...
I miss you more than you can expect...
Love you more than it can be held... I adore you... !!
Since you left, my life turned to a nightmare, Though I'm really doing well at my work in such quick...
I try to work hard just to forget you, but I just can't do
I cry every night because I lost you.
You were the flower that gave the taste, smell and the beauty of my life,
and because you pressed on yourself every time and at every fight even if it was my fault
You used to understand me even if I couldn't explain somehow
I'm broken, speechless, breathless without you... !!
I'm kinda hollow... But you don't believe me, and I don't blame you,
I promised you not to drink, I did drink.
You told me you felt lonely that day and I left you.
I don't deserve you, you deserve someone who would be the happiest just to be your servant, and I'm ready for that, my soulmate!
You know, maybe we needed a little space, but not this long even.
Because I considered all the things now... I think you were right talking about the baby, we're not so young to make family
If I listened to you, I'd be with you now
I ignored you enough to refuse absolutely and not even say "It's okay a bit later"... I guess I also don't deserve to have a baby.
I feel guilty just to think I hurt you
I can't even sleep. You can ask my friends about me now!
And you'd know how wrong and bad I am
I regret that I didn't try to commit a suicide that night or a bit later!
I still do our own things, now like before but without you... I buy your favorite perfume every now and then so I still have your smell with your pictures and memories... And the scarf you gifted me, I still wear it in my special moments as I wish you beside me...
And just to see you again, I'll do the impossible... !!"
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