Like a robe of darkness
you're hidden from me
even if I extract that magical feeling
you used to give me
float miles above the ground
meet some stars
maybe a planet or two
up in good old space
have a party with the eternally large
populace of the asteroid field
i wouldn't be able to stay hidden from you.
Your
everlasting desire to make me feel
terrible
is killing me
not slowly
I feel like I'm already dead.
I wish you would hold me tight
when the demons of the night
extract crystal tears from my burning eyes
reddened
by the fury of your hatred
and the hole
created by my stupid love for you.
Ignorance is definitely not a virtue,
not in your case
or my benefit.
The thousand text messages
of pleading
of begging
the obligatory e-mail
the attempted love letter
complete with swirling handwriting
and pressed dead rose
and stains of my weeping.
I bet you didn't even glance at it,
ripped it up
threw the remains of my confidence
onto the fire
and watched your last memories of me burn away
without regret or passing guilt.
You probably laughed.
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Tear it apart, if you want! BE HONEST.
I know I'm bad at poetry, but I hate being bad at things. Therefore, this is my form of practice.
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