walking on red, stained snow
others walk on gritty pavement
i try to
though i
fall through the cracks and my screams
are the faintest, most pitiful fingerprints on the air
press my arm to the bitter, cold whiteness
discolour it even more
press my temple to the cutting, freezing redness
and it drips like honey from a knife
like tears from quiet blue eyes
like darkness from the changing sky
like ink from my mouth at night
my mind flings itself out the window
my eyes flicker out of this
spillage of grey, this cell
others have cyan smiles drawn on their faces
their eyes and minds inside this well
so more than pain woke me up
but somewhere along this line
i couldn't find a way to pay these costs
i've fallen to these pits which cling to the
bottom of the earth and once more
my head falls to the snow and
stains it even more,
blood gushes at such a pace that even
his disconnected words of anger cannot
staunch this everlasting wound
press my arm to the bitter, cold whiteness
discolour it even more
press my temple to the cutting, freezing redness
and it pours like scarlet rain from this silver sky
this cut which could never heal
a gash she thinks she has along the inside
of her skin, but i know better
bleed, ever bleed, and your steel grey eyes
will surround you with the deepest,
richest sunshine
clouds pollute my sallow skin
rain drips from every eyelash
thunder sparks from my wet lips
i've lost all that i thought was sunshine
so they turn their heads like they don't see
the bleeding storm cloud pass them by
but i slip into another crack in the pavement
and they don't have to pretend at all
i'm gone, it's real
and snow fades back to white
Written: Friday 30th April, 2004 11:00pm
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