I turned to see what room I had hide in, the chairs and desks where stacked against the walls. In the centre of the whole room was a large mirror. I frowned, that shouldn’t be there. Why would it be there in the first place? The room wasn’t locked, so it wasn’t all that important, so why was it there?
There was writing engraved on the mirror’s frame, I stepped closer to inspect it.
The mirror of Erised
My eyes met my reflections, I couldn’t believe my eyes.
I was gorgeous, my crooked teeth were perfect white and straight, my face free of blemishes. My skin wasn’t tanned from years in the sun, but pale and smooth. In the dim light, I could see that my brown eyes were bright shimmering blue pools. My fuzzy, curly hair was darker, with just the right amount of curls passing my shoulders.
Someone came into existence behind me, their face above my shoulder. Blonde hair and hazel eyes, sharpened by shadows.
You’re beautiful. His lips mouthed, he looked mildly surprised, and looking at my new face with me.
“Adam!” I squeaked, turning to look over my shoulder. How did he know I was here?
No one, I turned back to the mirror. He stood behind me still like a ghost, I felt his presence, but not the touch of his hand on my shoulder. One hand stretched out to touch the mirror while the other to my cheek, I could still feel the flaws, the bumps of pimples and the slight hair above my lip.
“It’s not real.” I mumbled, heartbroken. The beauty was fake, Adam wasn’t whispering those words.
I gritted my teeth. Is this the Mirror's message to me? He would only love me if I was pretty? Nothing less of perfect? Why did it have to take an enchanted mirror for me to realize that? It wasn’t a crime to want to be pretty! It’s not a crime to want the person you love to love you back! It’s mocking me, stop mocking me.
I resisted the urge to smash the mirror, destroy it with my bare fist, but I came close, my pale fingers tightened into a ball, trembling in anger. Abomination. I thought. It shouldn’t exist, it shouldn’t do this to people. My face remained changed, the lovely eyes, the perfect skin, the tame hair. How much I wanted to look like this, to be born like this instead of being plain.
What did other people see? The same? Something different? The people that they want? What was this mirror purpose, other than to break hearts when reality hit? Or maybe reality was never meant to hit, and the gazer never turned away, seeing what they want, and with this vile mirror, have a shadow of their desire.
I took a step back, Adams face remained. His adorable, half smile with trickster eyes. It almost drawled me back in, but the fading face had renewed my dimed rage.
“You’re not Adam.” I growled, such a face of beauty shouldn't growl, it became twisted and feral. Tearing my eyes away and went for the door. With each step was like walking in mud, so hard to do, my own body wanted to stay, stay beautiful. But I couldn’t stay, I couldn’t bare to life my life in front of a mirror, not even if my head was screaming for me to turn around for another look.
I looked back, I couldn’t help doing so, and only saw the imperfect me, alone and half way out of the door and never coming back.
End
(I’m a thinker. Goddamnit I’ll think of that mirror purpose, and think it cruel. Baiting people and breaking hearts of the people intelligent enough to see trough the illusion. Truly, if it were me, I would have not walked out, I would have ran. I wonder if Dumbledore ever wanted to smash that mirror, considering that I think he sees his family whole and happy.)
EDIT: Thank you all for the reviews and grammer tips, I made a few tweaks but the story hasn't changed. A sequel is comeing up just to clear up her story.
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