So there's something I need wait- HAVE to tell you.
Here it goes..
Shit.
I don't know what to say.
I love you.
Shh, shh.
Yes, I know you know that.
But, in a different way than ever before.
Let me explain.
From the moment I wake up, I need to hear your voice.
The depth of it, the beauty of it. It awakens me, but not just literally, from the inside out.
It reaches into my soul and enters the cavity of my heart saying "Wake up! This is the sound you live for."
I've never told you that.
You're eyes have a certain sparkle. It sounds so cliche, I know.
But you're eyes could light up an entire city. They capture me, pull me in until I'm drowning in the pools of a golden iris, begging to be saved but hoping no one hears me.
I've never told you that either.
Everytime I'm with you, I feel the need to wrap my arms around you and tell you how much I miss you when your gone. How I miss you even when your right beside me.
When you get one cenimeter too close my heart pounds and my lips begin to pucker, I loose my voice and forget my name.
I dream of kissing you, of walking down the isle because everyone says it'll happen. "You guys are perfect for each other, it'll happen." They say. I brush it off, but I wish and pray that one day I get the chance to prove them right.
You didn't have a clue.
Just one look of you glancing at her, makes my heart split in two, makes my stomache twirl and my head spin.
I see the love linger in those eyes, I absolutely love. I hear the yearning for her touch lingering off each word you say.
Every time she disses you or puts you off, I see how much it hurts, and I want to take it away but I can't. It's not my place.
I'm just the best friend with an undying love for her best friend since fifth grade.
You couldn't have known that.
Do you see what I'm talking about, this love is very different from the one you feel for me.
I don't just love you Cody, I'm in love with you.
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