Or: A RARE LOOK INTO THE MIND OF ME
Dear Self,
How are you today? I know, it has been awhile since we last talked, and I am sorry I have been away for so long. I never expected me leaving you would have this effect on you.
The last time I was with you, you seemed so happy and full of life. Nothing in the world could have taken you down from the mountain top you were on when I last saw you. You were so in love with him. So what happened? Talk to me.
I'm not one to believe in rumors, especially the ones I hear about you, but last I heard he hurt you. Is that true? Honey, what happened?
You seem so different now, like a husk of your former self.
I found a mask of a smile that had your name on it. Why would you ever need such a thing? You smile on your own so beautifully why would you ever need to pretend?
How have I been? I can't really say. I spend my days and nights here in the dark; lately they seem to have melted into one, so I can hardly tell the two apart anymore. I feel...numb, for lack of a better word.
I'm lonely, and a little afraid. I know I shouldn't be after all I am surrounded by people who love me. But I feel as if a part of me is missing.
I wish I was with you again. Maybe if we were with each other we would feel better, and we wouldn't be so hollow.
I suppose it's true then, that he hurt you. As I sit here looking at your photograph I can tell. Your eyes don't shine and I can see the edges of your mask where it was starting to slip off.
I really am sorry you have to go through this. But you are not alone. What more? You've got your whole life ahead of you. So keep moving forward, and don't look back.
You'll be alright.
Sincerely your's forever and always,
Your Heart
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