This world is very different from my own; I sensed it from the minute I set foot here. The ground is gray, jagged, the sky an endless black sheet dotted with an array of silver stars. It is silent except for the sound of my breath, amplified by my white suit and helmet I wear for protection. They blend into the atmosphere of this world. I can't see it now, but I know there is a little American flag stitched on the chest.
A few hundred yards back from where I'm standing is the small shuttle that I used to land here, and a ways from that is the spaceship where my colleagues are, where I've spent the last two weeks. I'll be able to call for anyone should I need help, but for this mission I will be on my own.
I walk slowly, trying to tell myself not to be frightened. I've seen this place many times before from back home. There were the camping trips where I slept under it. I think my first date with Vivian was at night. We went to a restaurant, and it was summer so we ate outside. I remember now. It was so small then, so distant.
I wonder how my wife is doing, how Luke and Colleen have been getting along. They will probably be alright; Vivian was always the better with them then I was. No doubt they'll want to here every detail of this trip; two more days and I will be able to tell them. I wonder if Luke will ask if I'm like a character from Star Wars. He loves those movies, and he has Lego spaceships from them scattered all along the carpet. He is simply in love with the fact that the main character shares his name, but that is not why Vivian and I named him Luke.
I take a deep breath. Although this is my first trip up into space, I'm not the first person to walk along this ground. No, that happened nearly thirty years ago. I saw the clips on television growing up. I don't remember the news of it actually happening. I was only a baby.
Before I can take another step, I notice a strange sensation in my back. And suddenly everything feels dry. I begin to cough, realizing that my air supply has run out. I try to run back toward the shuttle, where help will be waiting. But It's too far. I grow weaker. My lungs feel as if they're burning. I'm not ready to die, not yet. My wife and kids are waiting for me at home, waiting for their dad to tell them stories about his first trip to space. I won't be there to tell them.
They told us it would be safe.
But it is. Thirty years ago, a man much like myself accomplished a similar task with no injury. Astronauts have gone into space before and come to their families. This like 2001: A Space Oydessy, but there is no computer gone rogue to blame.
Only my bad luck can account for this.
I hear a noise, vague and faint. They're voices, asking me if I'm okay. I don't have time to respond.
If I only I could speak to Vivian one last time, I'd let her know that everything will be okay.
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