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I looked into the counsel lady's eyes, wondering what she might say to me now.
I noticed that her eyes weren't grey and watery like most people had nowadays... (Especially Mama's eyes.) Her eyes weren't ugly and stony.
She had pretty eyes. Pretty like crystals. Mama used to say that about my eyes, until Bonnie didn't say "Hello" to me any more and I got sad.
"Has nobody... nobody has told you that Bonnie is not breathing?" The counsel lady whispered, laying her note-pad down.
She looked a bit shocked, actually. But then she seemed shocked that she said that out loud. She put a hand to her mouth. "I mean, not that it matters. I just mean that it's... it's been a year... And nobody has told you?"
"Yup. Mama told me, but it's not true. My mama, she lies sometimes..." I paused for a bit then.
She peered into my face.
But I didn't want her to know that I was sad, so I resumed smiling, determined.
"Yup," I said. "Like that day, when she told me we were all going on vacation."
"Amy Lee, how was she lying by telling you that you all were going to go on vacation?"
"We didn't all go on a vacation at all. Bonnie was in the hospital. And papa was on a work trip because he'd rather be with them, and not me."
"Now, now, now, now... I'm sure that's not true," she said, cuddling me. "Now Amy Lee, I want you to listen up. How would you feel about seeing me more often? I'm not sure whether or not your mother has told you about me, but I am a counsellor. Do you know what a counsellor is, Amy Lee?"
I was shocked. "The counsel are going to come and take me away?" I whispered, pulling away. "Don't let them take me from mama and Bonnie, please."
"No, my dear," she said, laughing merrily, oblivious to how I was feeling...
"A counsellor will fix you up, and help you to understand that your sister is not here any more. You can't just keep on talking to Bonnie when you know she is not here at all."
"Yes, you're right, Bonnie isn't here because she is on vacation! I told you that already!" I muttered. But the counsel lady wasn't having that. She was still looking at me. "And you... You can't do that!" I said. "'You going to fix me? To glue me up? What if you get all of the pieces the wrong way round?"
I began to scream, hysterical. "You can't fix me! You can't just glue me up... Because I'm not broken."
Counsel lady looked at me with her shiny blue-y crystal eyes. I think I saw Bonnie.
Her eyes didn't look quite so pretty any more.
"Your sister Bonnie is an angel now, Amy Lee. She is not on this planet any more. You can't talk to her."
"NO!" I screamed, jumping off of her lap.
I ran straight to Bonnie's room.
I saw the drip that was supposed to make her better; I saw the creaky, oak-y old bed that she spent a lot of time in, her little white head poking out just enough, so I could hear her say "Hello" to me. Her room.
"Hello... Hello, hello, hello..." I muttered, spinning in circles. "Bonnie, hello, I'm still here, hello, hello..." I listened closely. I put my ear on her wall. But I didn't even hear her croak.
I was sure that the counsel lady had broken my magic spell.
I wasn't going to hear my Bonnie any more.
"Hello!" I screamed, willing for her to reply.
She didn't, this time.
"Hello, hello, hello," I sobbed, sliding down the wall.
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