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You have asked me if I ever dream.
You dream all the time;
of situations and stories,
better lives –exciting lives.
You dream about your life being exciting, rich, adventurous.
You ask if I dream,
I tell you I don’t like you do.
You say that that’s too bad,
and continue with your fantasy world.
I go home and cry,
I can’t tell you my dreams.
If I do you will shrug them off;
they will be boring and not exciting.
They are my dreams;
they matter to me,
but not to you.
So why should I tell you?
You won’t care, like I do with yours.
But they are part of me.
I dream about you and me,
about you realizing and me rejoicing;
I dream about seeing my Savoir and seeing you with Him there.
I dream of happiness, joy, and no sorrow,
not having to have to worry about you giving into a “horrible lonely life;”
always being with each other,
laughing and rejoicing.
But then there are the bad dreams,
the nightmares,
you don’t talk of those kinds of dreams,
just fun and happy ones.
Fear is weakness to you,
so why talk about it?
I stand hoping I can at least get home before collapsing into terror.
I can’t seem to shake it,
you and your indifference.
I dream that you aren’t there when I meet Him.
You’re living the lonely life,
you’re not there rejoicing with me.
I’m frozen, can’t think straight, or breathe;
because I can’t help but think was because of me,
I ruined it somehow.
I can’t shake it.
I see you again and put a smile on;
I laugh with you,
I try to remember the dreams of seeing you there.
They don’t come,
I’m trapped with the fear.
I’m sorry,
I tried to be a good friend,
I failed but I love you still.
I’m sorry.
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